the GOG

6 12 2009

Red wine and strawberry cheesecake …what could be finer?  Three and a half glasses and 2 pieces of course, but whose counting ;)

It was another GOG Christmas party with AR tonight.  The last one we did here was a few years ago, so it was fun to be back.  Lots to eat/drink and lots of people to dance.  For the most part that is.  It’s been busier, but I suppose the impassable snowed streets may have had something to do with the slightly less than usual sell-out crowd.  But it was fun.  I drank too much however.  I knew I would though …it’s one of those parties that you kinda anticipate cutting loose at.

Robert (the host) had these ‘dancing cages’ in the corners of the stage.  Why I’m not sure, but I suppose he’s into that kinda stuff.  Anyway, after two glasses of wine I decided to play my bass in one for the rest of the night.  It was a good view, and it was even mechanized so that it would move up and down while you were in it.  I couldn’t compete with the girl who got up in the other one however.  Go figure.  But yeah ….never before and most likely never again, and I guess it’s those ’strange’ situations that make for interesting memories.

Yes, interesting would be the correct word.





the white stuff

5 12 2009

We’ve been hit with Winter it seems.

I kinda like it actually.  We had an early bout of cold back in mid-October …I hated that because it was too early.  November was generally above average temp wise and the ‘white stuff‘ never really got around.  It finally did though.  The extra nice thing was that I didn’t need my car today – successfully avoiding the congestion as people figure out how to drive once again.  The other thing I like about snow is the quietness.  It’s like a sound absorber, and all the traffic noise was cut in half.  What limited traffic there was that is.

I thought about taking some shots today.  Just thought though.  I did go to the Legislature tonight however, hoping to get some pictures of the lights they generally turn on for the Holiday season …but it was still snowing enough that I didn’t want to bother setting up the tripod.  I did snap a quick pic of the ice sculptures.  The Legislature Building was also open to the public, and it appears they’re hosting various choirs around lunch hour and the evenings – all through till December 23.

So if you’re bored….





The Road part II

4 12 2009

…I do think he left the window open for interpretation.“  That was what I felt when I read the book (Cormac McCarthy’s The Road) a while ago, and I just got back from seeing the movie kids …the director kinda sealed the window.

But I suppose we all take what it is we take from something.  What we need perhaps.  The whole ‘good guy – bad guy’ thing was played out to its hollywood best, and humanity was left dependent on the will of the good (who are always outnumbered by the bad strangely enough) to restore what it is that’s great about being human.  Funny though, as important as the bad is to establish good, it’s never important enough to be addressed in anything more serious than an aggressive, mean, snarly-faced guy with that ‘desire to eat human flesh’ look in his eyes.  The acting was great …ditto for the scenery/layout (why all the telephone poles are all slanted but the tall shoots of dead grass are still pristine after 5 years was a pet peeve), and the limited dialog was effective when used.  But over-all …let’s just say I had higher expectations.

Ditto for 2012.  I saw this the other day and almost walked out at the first car scene about 20 minutes in.  It was the stupidest movie I’ve ever seen.  Either that, or I’m turning into a crotchety old man. *or have turned!  …perspective I guess*  This show, which had great computer effects (but not so great as to make you consider they’re not computer, which I think would be truly great) and was somewhat presentable on a big screen, was brutally corny.  It too was the good guy vs. bad guy thing and the bad guy was stereotypically hot-tempered, snarly-faced and only looking out for himself.  You don’t need to really think about anything to watch this …just sit back, enjoy the effects and be comfortable knowing that the warm fuzzies will soon flood throughout your body.

I wonder if warm fuzzies might kinda be like chocolate bars …too much and they’ll kill you.

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Who Is Jesus?

3 12 2009

A friend of mine recently attended a lecture in Edmonton by John Dominic Crossan and Marcus Borg.  Both are biblical scholars and Jesus Seminar fellows …Crossan engaged in biblical archeology while Borg an influential voice in progressive Christianity – among other things of course.  My friend discussed a few of the ideas he took away from the lecture – one of interest to me was the notion of Jesus as a man rather than something larger …like the son of a God for example.  I decided to sample a smaller book by Crossan titled Who Is Jesus – Answers To Your Questions About The Historical Jesus …and to see what this idea of Jesus as someone other than …Jesus, exactly is.

From what I can tell, both Crossan and Borg are controversial with most further right Christians, as well as some left leaning ones too.  In the same breath, a lot of religious people who have had a hard time with the Modern Church have found their views refreshing; the result being a new found sense of Faith that was previously in question.  If you’ve read some of my other posts then you’d realize that I’m not religious in the sense of what religion typically means to typical people (can I be anymore vague) however, I’m always fascinated as to why people think and act the way they do, religious or not, and the Bible without a doubt, has a great impact on culture here in Canada – as well as with our close US neighbors to the south.  With this in mind, here are some excerpts from his book that caught my attention as well as my mixed-up thoughts on a few of them.

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Every religion, Christianity like all others, must be experienced as absolutely unique to the believer.  But all religions, Christianity like all others, must acknowledge that others experience that same uniqueness.  Religions may and even should compare themselves to one another in public discourse, but no religion can claim an initial monopoly on the holy, the sacred, or the divine.  Indeed, in any such monopolistic claim there lies embedded a genocidal impulse.” p24

I like this.  The problem though, if you take things to their logical conclusion, is you can have thousands of different religions and all of equal merit.  What would tie them together?  Perhaps this idea leads to the notion that religions can be universally bound by some sort of general, humanistic value/outlook to and of life, which in turn would negate the need for the organized structure of religion in the first place …that that value might simply be inherent in the human condition?  With or without religion, we each experience our own uniqueness with the world, and the ‘organizing’ of it shouldn’t necessarily be granted a level of credibility.

As we have often seen, later Christian scribes looked backward to cull from the Hebrew scriptures passages that might interpret the ministry of Jesus – and sometimes those passages become the inspiration for actually creating events“  p101.

Hummmm.  And the scribes of the Hebrews scriptures culled from?  Etc, etc…

To be a Christian is to live in the tension between Jesus’ radical message/lifestyle and the requirements of daily life for most of us.  Meeting Jesus is a little bit like watching Michael Jordan play basketball.  You’re probably not going to be a Michael Jordan, but you see in him amazing possibilities for the human body – and maybe you start treating your own more respectfully.   In a similar way, in Jesus we see new possibilities for human living.  When we take him seriously, we live in a creative tension between the requirements of our usual life (…) and the radical challenge of living counter-culturally.“  p 92

This one is tough.  I know what he’s getting at with the MJ analogy, but who exactly is MJ aside from just another guy?  Is his world any more special than ours?  The problem with this idea of ‘creative tension’ is that there’s more (or rather there should be more) to a spiritual life than aspiring to some other persons greater ability.  Looking up to someone other than yourself is normal.  The same can be said for admiring chess champions, opera virtuosos, card counters, billiard kings, prize winning chemists, medal-winning ski jumpers or countless other less popular ‘achievers’.  How should that be ‘God-like’?  If I thought of Jesus at all, I’d like to think that meeting him would be more than just meeting another skilled orator who caught a wave of Judaic popularity, was envied by his peers and then subsequently had his accomplishments noted as holy scripture.  We all have skills …but it just so happens that some are valued more-so than others, which unfairly translates to popularity.  I’m sure Jesus would be the last person to proclaim his ‘value’ …just as MJ would be the first to admit he’s just a normal guy who got some lucky breaks with what he did.  The importance should instead, I feel, lie in recognizing those talents/gifts in others without the exclusion based on popularity.  If Godly virtues can be extolled through man, then what’s the need of God?  Without Jesus as something more than man, we’re only proclaiming ourselves in a sense.  If that makes sense…

Question: “But is it possible that he (Jesus) was buried?”  “Yes, it is possible.  What I must deal with, as a historian, is probability.  If I were giving testimony in a courtroom, and I were asked in cross examination, “Now Professor Crossan, isn’t it possible that…” I would have to answer, “Yes – of course.”  In historical reconstruction we do not deal in certainties.  What I have offered here – and elsewhere – is my best judgement, based on my historical research – of the most likely scenario.“  p113

‘Probability’ is a fantastic way of looking at past information, and provides that solid foundation on which other judgments are based.  Much of the Bible though, is a history of similar probability – not certainty.  For myself, the idea of doubt or uncertainty in one instance translates across others …that is, when one basic premise is in doubt, all subsequent processes built on that premise must also share that same doubt.  Things don’t improve when you get further down the line either, and problems abound when formal arguments and systems are based on uncertain foundations.

I don’t deny that in these stories we are entertaining a world of thought and practice that is very, very strange to us.  That may, indeed, be the beginning of wisdom: to recognize that the world of the biblical story is, in many ways, not our world.  That recognition will at least keep us from making gross errors of assuming that we can understand it on twentieth-century terms.“  p66

Separating our lives from fiction would hardly be an indicator of wisdom …so perhaps he’s suggesting that in the case of the Bible (being often regarded in its entirety as fact), that when considered from a modern perspective, is granted as wisdom?  Those who take biblical stories literally are far and few between I think, but any interpretations (putting aside wreckless or lazy study) are still subject to individual beliefs.  The problem though is why should one interpretation be better than another?  To what ‘goals’ might these interpretations be directed?  Wouldn’t all interpretations be subject to our own ‘fundamental assumptions’ …or axioms, as Alan Watts mentions in this interesting video (click).

…resurrection is one – but only one – of the metaphors used to express the sense of Jesus’ continuing presence with his followers and friends.“  p121.

Throughout the book Crossan comments on much of what he feels is symbolism and metaphor in the Bible.  This is probably hard to take for the literalist, but as mentioned earlier, it’s the probability of something having occurred that generates its possible doubt …which then leads to its dismissal as symbolic.  “…the Emmaus story isn’t a fact, but it is true.  It’s a symbolic picture of Christian faith deepening over time.” p125.  Statements like ‘fact but not true’ kinda reminds me of the Clinton trial unfortunately.

But if we build the meaning of this present life on its being eternal, I’m pretty sure we’re wrong.  Or if we use the prospect of eternal life to dull us to the present world and its injustices, we’re wrong.  If there is not enough meaning in life that we must imagine having it in a future life, we’re wrong.” p131

I like how ‘pretty sure’ is followed by ’sure’ …kinda funny.  To dismiss the entire ‘life after death’ belief would be out-there for most believers I think.  Without it, you’re pretty much stuck with the life you live.  Your soul doesn’t ‘go’ anywhere when you die, there’s no ‘reuniting’ and there’s no comfort in having someone ‘looking down from above’ …or looking out for you at all for that matter.  The whole ’spirit’ thing kinda becomes null and void in a way.  Shouldn’t these be a big part of religion …a big part of its mystery?  The endless, nonexclusive, imaginative possibilities of the ‘idea’ of ourselves after our physical death?

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There are other interesting ideas of course, but these are the ones that compelled me to take notes, and as I mentioned earlier …I’m not ‘in the loop’ and I’m sure I’ve missed countless other worthwhile thoughts.  Although I think there’s more shades of belief in the world than shades themselves, and there’s a lot to be learned from any sincere attempt at understanding the world we live in, this idea from Crossan kinda takes the religion out of religion.  Is he sincere in his portrayal of Jesus as a man?  I believe so.  And I also believe that the writers of the Bible, as divinely inspired as they were, were also men …or man – like you, me …and MJ.

Religion though, I think, should be something greater.  Shouldn’t it?  The problem is that the only people who can express that (or have ever expressed it!) happen to be human. They happen to be us.  You, me and MJ.  How then, can we express more than what we are?  How can we express the inexpressible?  Could this be the point where faith begins?

Or might faith simply be a measure of probability?





Google’s Chrome…

2 12 2009

I’d known about Google’s Chrome release a long time ago and figured I’d throw my name onto the ‘notify me when development arrives for the Mac platform’ list …and almost a year went by without hearing anything at all.  Oh well, I guess having a browser for Mac is a low priority.  However, Chrome was in the news recently and I decided to check things out to see when and if something for my computer might come about.  To my pleasant surprise, Google had a ‘beta’ version of Chrome waiting patiently for me to play with …and I decided to give it a little test run.

So far it’s passed with kinda-flying colors.  The ’status’ bar at the bottom of the window only appears when it has something to say, and when it does it doesn’t require its own space in the window – this is great for small screens and works well for unobtrusively presenting those clues you happen to place your cursor over.  It also imported everything from Firefox rather painlessly …including my preferences as well.  Either that or it read my mind.  The theme change option is neat, simple and doesn’t require you to restart.  The only ugly thing so far is the ‘folder icons’ in the toolbar ….if they could get rid of this and provide a simple arrow then things would look a lot neater …less 1980’s Netscape like.  Multi-touch gestures don’t work either, as well as having a bookmark manager.

*breaking news …formatting isn’t saved when copy&pasting bewtween textedit and wordpress, therefore mr. chrome, you’ll currently be placed with safari on the sidelines until you figure out how to play nice with my blog*

While I’m on the topic of Google, it seems the ‘street view‘ option of Google maps has finally come to my city.  I knew they were driving around a year or so ago (some people complaining on the lack of privacy) and it appears they’ve successfully mapped out my neighborhood in case I ever happen to get lost again.  You know, when in those drunken stupors that I occasionally find myself in ;)

Look Mom ...it's Springtime over here!





vimeo

29 11 2009

I became a member of vimeo back in March this year.  At the time I needed the membership to view a particular video (of which I can’t at all remember) and almost completely forgot about the site until I stumbled across another vimeo vid the other day.  I recently got back to my profile page and started watching some random vids and was kinda impressed.  Inspired actually.  If you have some internet time to kill and need a departure from your current tv programming, check it out.  Here’s a short little Thanksgiving Day vid put to some Sesame Street/Cake music.  The turkey cutting part synced up nicely.

Manamana :)





pollostreet

29 11 2009

It was AR at another Salsaddiction party tonight.  Salsaddiction is a dance group, a salsa dance group that is, that hosts events throughout the year that feature eclectic dance performances from various ensembles in the city.  Anyway, we’re the ‘other’ entertainment.  We’re the ones who the people in attendance get to dance to …so by the time we get onstage, they’re typically raring to go.  And such was the case tonight.

Musically …you know, I didn’t even think about it really.  I played, I tried to remember the stuff that I was supposed to, I hung out with friends, drank a little wine, ate some chocolate, reminisced a bit, got paid and then went home.  Oh yeah …and I also got to see one of those ever-graciously-aging boy-bands of the 80’s – what were their names again …right, the Pollostreet Boyz.  They were brilliant!

"Tell me Why" ...Why!





who’s your hero?

28 11 2009

It appears to be me.

I knew it all along though.  Sure, you can try to hide the fact that you think of me night and day – but it’s going to get out.  This is the internets after all, and there really is no hiding.  Sweden has taken their first step in acknowledging my brilliance, and it’s just a matter of time before other countries follow suit.  It’s only natural of course …fully deserving, and a long time coming.

Don’t believe me?  Check it out for yourself. (click)

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Thanks to Britta for the link (click).  The flash based video (which allows even you to become a hero!) is sponsored by the Swedish company Radiotjänst, which is charged with collecting ‘TV Receiver’ licensing fees from users (each TV receiver owner MUST pay a fee.)  We in Canada are going through a somewhat related process with local programming vying for a share of cable company revenues.  The problem with local programming here is that aside from the standard half hour news slots (morning, evening, night) there really isn’t any …that is, most of the prime time slots are simply rebroadcasts of US programming – with our own commercials of course.  The CRTC is currently attempting to resolve the situation.

CRTC. Couldn’t that be a four letter word?





cells

27 11 2009

Why I don’t have a cell

by Troy Nowaselski.
Submitted in partial fulfillment to Lynda ;)

  1. - I have no friends and no one will call.
  2. - Cellphones are not simply phones but address books, day-timers, cameras, video machines, photo albums, music players, gaming devices, storage units and internet browsers among other things …and losing one (which is easily done) can be both traumatic and dangerous for reasons of personal security.
  3. - Cellphones can demand your attention 24/7 and often to the peril of those around you.
  4. - Cellphones can be annoying and contribute to rudeness and poor manners.
  5. - Cellphones increase the risk of physical harm; whether hand or vision problems or through inattentiveness while walking or driving a vehicle.
  6. - Cellphone use is addictive and creates a dependency.
  7. - Shutting off your cellphone is like not having one …so why really have it?
  8. - If I had one I’d be cool …and I hate being cool.  Then I’d have to get a tattoo!
  9. - I’m also a sucker for technology.  If I had one, I’d waste yet more of my time by calling people I don’t want to talk to. “Can you hear me now!?”

My Dad was employed in the telecommunication field and as a kid it may be the case that being exposed to ‘remote communication’ at a young age deterred me from wanting it as an adult.  I remember being able to call home from our van in the late 70’s (gulp!) …so needing a cell phone is kinda like needing a toaster; I have one, it serves me fine and I’d rather make toast at home.  Kids now however may not be so lucky – by continually expanding a ‘phones’ ability (see Number 2) the makers keep current with trends.  No one wants a cellphone because it’s simply a phone anymore …that’s boring.  Of course there are appropriate uses for them, like travel or an urgency of some type, but now-a-days most cellphone use isn’t centred around that.

Heck, are cellphones even phones anymore?  We call them ‘cells’ and have dropped the ‘phone’ part …perhaps it’s the case that cells are numbers where we can be reached physically?  “Hello.  My name is Troy.  If you’d like to interact with me physically then contact my cell.  Have a pleasant day.” -lol.  Perhaps the cell number is to eventually become our identification code of sorts?  Hummm.  Instead of tracking our ‘cell’ (which is easy to do) our ‘cell’ gets physically ‘coded’ onto us …and we’re instantly contactable (and traceable) by anyone with a ‘cell finder’.  …I’ve digressed again.

I get along though.  I have an address book (computer and scraps of paper), daytimer (computer), camera (two of them …and for different uses), video machines (computer and camera), photo albums (photo albums …and the computer), music players (many and of many different shapes), gaming devices (don’t use anymore), storage units (computer and backup drive), internet browsers (computer) …geeze, maybe I’m a little too dependant on my computer!

Oh, and a phone?  I have that too.  It’s a few steps away from my toaster.

Image from Life123.com





usb shenanigans

26 11 2009

While deciding when to call my sister I thought about using some of the Skype minutes they keep threatening me to use or lose.  I never use Skype very much, and in the past have only used it for calls to land phones.  It’s great for over-seas stuff as far as pricing goes, and just as nice for out of province/country.  Anyway, the thought of pulling out my old USB Logitech headset (the over-the-head phone operator design) made me cringe, and I think that’s the reason I don’t use Skype.  But then a strange idea came over me …why can’t I get a phone that looks like a phone but works with a computer?

Oddly enough, the roomy gave me an old 70’s phone to pass along to Goodwill on my next visit.  It was sitting on my desk and I was earlier trying to decide whether or not to keep it for some reason, when the idea of putting the handset together with the USB headset might be worth a try.  So I started right in …first cutting some cables, then deciding to solder the phone lines to the USB contact board, then not getting any sound from the ear piece (the mic worked fine) which meant I had to strip the ear piece from the headset to fit into the handset.  An hour or so and some bad soldering skills later (the ‘pen’ type iron sucked and I didn’t have any of that stuff to absorb solder with) I had my very own retro USB phone.

It works great!  It’s also been done as well, and Skype even markets new phones with the retro handset.  But mine’s the best I think …it’s made with love and borne of the desire for the past with the convenience of the future.  It’s also beige.  And who in their right mind would think of buying a boring looking beige handset?  Personally, I think that makes me cool.

Maybe.

The Beige Retro USB Phone ...the coil even comes with a kink!